i see pain and suffering, i can see joy and sunlight. on my balcony the reality will arise from the negative dreams at night. thoughts become more clear and i can breathe with less fear because on the balcony i am out of sight.
the trees cover up the violence and hunger but the sounds push through, the cries alert the sirens and flash the bulbs in hope of a better day anew.
fewer words bring me to the balcony, alone in me. everyday is a new journey with you which person today will you be.
love is strong and it clouds the mind in many of the fallen, but what is the map you take when the brain fades the gassed heart? the path seems to fade and the spoken felt words of the night seem to part.
to feel so alone sometimes in such a big city. funny how i have felt alone for quite a while and all of a sudden i hear the person who lives below me start playing a tune on their guitar and a smile came across my face. it’s like the music is saying its fab to feel alone, because as soon as you feel another persons warmth enter your soul and living space at an even greater volume than before, you cherish that feeling of presence and appreciate living even more.
funny how things change so quickly. you think you know what your doing but you dont. you dont even have the slightest clue. and the whole kicker of it all is that its almost mocking you, the whole situtation. laughing at you in the face saying “you thought you finally had it figured out, Ha, who do u think you are and how come you thought you were going to be the first in the history of the world to have it right?” life does that it seems. keeps you fooled into thinking things are going right this time, things have finally turned around and are going your way… and then bam. your back to page one. within a very quick second words can shift a life. can shut you down. can close that heart up so fast and build walls so high faster than you realized there is a new starbucks in your neighborhood. funny thing those starbucks you never saw coming, its very similar to how in your life things are always changing but somehow stay EXACTLY the same. right now one word comes to mind, PARIS. i think im going to be making my way out, only explanation i can think of is Paris.
